Sunday, July 20, 2008

Got a nigga talking to himself

because he fucked up with the girls...damn, my bad?
i'm shy and reserved, yet outgoing at times, bipolar? Who knows.

Anyway I don't believe all this shit females can cause. Drama when you got a girl, insanity when you don't, and a state of confusion regardless, and it seems all you're left with is a list of what was.

Why do we do it? How the hell does a fat ol ass in jeans, thick thighs in tight leggings, suckulant titties, a pretty face with a nice smile, beautiful eyes and done toes just take over the mind of a nigga and change the outlook they got on whatever they doing at the time? Maybe I'm just a sucker for love/lust, and what you don't have ends up what you desire most and need least, who knows?

Maybe I just put the pussy on a pedastal instead of taking it?
I know I'm too damn "nice" though, I hear it all the time, and don't even get me started on being "nice", one of the craziest ideas I've ever came across, bullshit if I ever heard it.

Maybe it's just a nigga like me that puts himself all the way out there, without putting anything on the table and it confuses girls? Girls say I'm cute so I got that going for me, and while I may fall short on the small talk, I normally say enough/the right thing to get myself out the situation, and I'm goofy/silly enough to keep a girl laughing naturally...yet I end up with many "friends" and no girl.

Just my luck I guess.

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