no title, just me venting

first off I'm surprised I remembered:
1. how to get here
2. the password
shocking

anyway I'm ready to drop a full volume of writing...as soon as I get a chance to write it out.
I got so much on my mind right now, if only I could express it
and it would help if I could tell those around me so this burden is lessened
I guess I'll take this as a lesson learned...if only I knew the cure

something funny, as much as I wanna write, I can't seem to get a passing grade on the papers I do in my english class...? So damn backwards...

I been getting numbers like the lottery from different females...if only I could get my Brad Lidge on and close the game...seal the deal, didn't see that as a problem before haha.

my brother went to the army...I see you boy, I never told you I look up to you with damn near everything I do. I don't see you often and we don't talk as much as we should on my part, you keep us together, and I'm sorry it's like that but I don't quite know how to fix it.

This is my last quarter at Sinclair, now my expenses triple when I get to Wright State...YAY, and I'm intimidated by the thought of diving into my upper-level courses for Accounting/Finance, Accounting 307? Shit just sounds hard, who takes Accounting 307?

I need to clean up around here, maybe organizing the area I live in will help me organize my mind, OR maybe I'll just be an organized mess...either way it's better than a messy mess, but it's not that messy...?


on the low, I think I'm facing some mini-depression type something or another...but the thought of near failure is what makes me shine so I take it with pride.
"difficult takes a day, impossible takes a week", this is only the 3rd day, in 4 days I'll be walking on water.